Once I was dfed, I tried going to meetings just to appease my parents....I went for like 6 moths but not consistently. It drove me crazy....my parents just wanted me back "in" to make things "easier." I told them I could not live that lie. Once I moved out of their house and assumed myself as my own financial responsibility, I never went back to a kingdom hall. I feel like it would give me some kind of emotional meltdown if I tried to go back today. Its such a mind fuck. Plus, to do something with the wrong intention behind it was never my style. My parents still talk to me. My mom told me last week that no one was going to keep them from her children.
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as long as shunning continues donations will be slow
by poopie inone of the reasons the watchtower is having problems with donations is because they have refuse to let go of wholesale across the board shunning.
the average publisher is sick of it and jehovah is withholding his full blessing.
when you do not show love to fellow humans you run the risk of not being able to show love which i'm turn has a direct relationship to your joy in turn if your not happy your not motivated to donate lots of money to and arrangement you perceive as unloving all you bethel lurkers convey this message to bro letters and rest of gb stop trying to convince fair minded people to support unloving shunning.
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JW Records Request - United States
by cappytan inhas anyone in the united states ever successfully gotten their publisher records from the society?
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Yeah I think maybe I like the drama a bit too but its a waste of time and energy and it eventually begins to drive me crazy. My JC was the drama of the century lemme tell ya....my ex told everyone EVERYTHING so my parents and I told everyone his dirty laundry. My mom still goes around the congregation telling people what he did to me.
I will post a story eventually. I just have been too lazy to do it.
What part of Cali? I may be coming in a few months to celebrate my graduation.
Also, glad you got your family out and didn't get dfed in the process.
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JW Records Request - United States
by cappytan inhas anyone in the united states ever successfully gotten their publisher records from the society?
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Morpheus- I don't have either of those. <- ashamed face BUT I don't have a penis!! ....and thanks for making me die laughing.
Problemaddict- YES i am infuriated....but, again after these past few days of lots of drinking, and not sleeping...I think I have decided i to let it go. I have worked so hard to get past my anger and I think going after them will bring it back up. I think the only thing that would bring my claws out would be if they for whatever reason came after me again....or if my stalker psyho porn addicted masturbating sicko EX husband came after me. I'd fucking ruin him. ( no offense to people who watch porn and masturbate but I used to catch him blatantly doing it and it was gross...like real gross...not hot at all)
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JW Records Request - United States
by cappytan inhas anyone in the united states ever successfully gotten their publisher records from the society?
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by cappytan inhas anyone in the united states ever successfully gotten their publisher records from the society?
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bahahahaha. I love its always sunny in phili and I freaking love charlie day. I think i'd bang him given the chance, I really do.
But yes, I would be recognized hence the plastic surgery. I'd have to get gigantic boobs so as to get the keys from the secretary....the plan is all based on plastic surgery and the big boobies.
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JW Records Request - United States
by cappytan inhas anyone in the united states ever successfully gotten their publisher records from the society?
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oh common Morpheus, we could wear black leather suits and propel down from the roof of building. I will die my hair purple as to add to my disguise. How fun would that be!!!! haha. jk....i would never break and enter
I could get plastic surgery to change my looks so that I would be unrecognizable...then, id steal the secretary's keys by giving him a lap dance after which, i will trip the breaker in the KH so the power goes out....this is where I make my move on my file.
Its genius.
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JW Records Request - United States
by cappytan inhas anyone in the united states ever successfully gotten their publisher records from the society?
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My boyfriend called my old elders last night during their meeting and i think the elder almost shit his pants. He was so confused why he was asking for the file. He wouldn't even admit to him he was an elder!!! even though he was on my freaking judicial committee. They told him to call bethal.....I think sleeping dogs should lie maybe. OR....i could plan a secret mission to go undercover and steal my file. Thoughts of how to plan this mission? haha -
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New on here
by Tony Stark inhey so i'm new on here.
just wanted to introduce myself.
in my 20's and was rasied one, and very popular among the jw community.
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by cappytan inhas anyone in the united states ever successfully gotten their publisher records from the society?
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Hi there, I am the "friend"...didn't know of this website until now.
I understand why I was dfed....and I am not sure if I know why exactly I want my records. I had a dream last night about it all and I felt so violated that they keep these creepy files on us. I WANT MINE!!!!
Because of my judicial committee, I lost my job....my ex husband went around and defamed my character...I am still angry over all of this and for some reason, I feel like now I want revenge. I am not scared of them anymore.